Peral have pointed out my resentment.
A Hem.. Who me? resent anyone. resent anything? resent my situation?
Me. Never!
Ok thats a lie. Thats my life is lying about my resentment.
I resent having to go to all of these appointment, and do all of this stuff, because no one really cares. The kids don't want to go to the appointment. The husband only wants to go because he gets meds. I mean no one really wants to go and so I sit there and do all of this stuff, but none of it is what we want to do. We just want to live, to go on and play and have some fun in between the grief and pain of loss that seems to permeate our lives.
I resent all the loss and that God doesn't protect me from all of this loss. So much loss that most people cry or feel sad when they hear about my life. Why can't God give us some good things. I want some good thing. Its seems like I have to work sooooooo hard for good things for our family.
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